There are few things like getting your heart handed to you on multiple occasions in a six month period to wake you up to the fact that maybe involvement isn't for you. I posted the goddess Kali below to watch out over my blog during my absence. True to her role she has cleared a path in order for me to write again. Unfortunately with Kali, she'll give you what you want regardless of the circumstances it takes to get there. At this point in my life I've realized that I need divine intervention. Sometimes having things taken away from you is the surest path to enlightenment. I got my heart broken so bad last night they are considering me for the next Dali Lama.